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loves


mickey
reading
pretty
looking handsome
piano
shopping
chilling out
automobile
branded stuff

hates


eating
homework
noise
troubles
ugly things

wish list



inventory


08' subaru
sony babyblue vaio cr-series
louis vuitton billfold wallet
gucci sunglasses
gucci belt
xbox 360 , playstation 3
se w980
ipod touch

JUKEBOX

Thursday, November 13, 2008
9:07 AM
something i saw drastically affected my mood ; thrown me into a puddle of negative thoughts once again
sometimes i feel empty ; really empty indeed ; wads on the surface aint exactly the real thing

peiling was right ; wad she said really hit me on the head like a nail
on the surface it might seem that i have all the things i want but actually,
suppossedly,
those are things that are used to fill up the empty space inside me
i might have tonnes of pricey clothes , a subaru to throttle with , ps3 to game with , piano to vent my anger at , but i just somehow lacked something ..
when i got sick of all these things.. thats when my mind start to wonder off again ...

perhaps its the environment that i've got into... which makes me...
no idea... i just cant put my feelings into worlds right now
stumbled over my words.. had my tongue tied... i just dont feel good inside
wad seems bright ahead... seems to darken again
" just who the HELL is playing with the lights?!?!? "

sometimes in this world... not everything is reciprocated... wad u sow isnt exactly wad u'll get at the end of the day..
the soil just doesnt like ur sowing... no matter how many seads u have thrown , how much water , sunlight .. end up u'll still get nothing from it ... nothing's gonna bloom at the end of the day : thats just the cruel side of life i guess

hmmmm perhaps i'll drop by kinokuniya to get some books tmr... something to keep me... company in the mist of my gloomy days ahead... =(

All humans are equal
We take things that come easily for granted.
We love to go for things that may be seem virtually impossible or absolutely preposterous.
We moan and cry and we are unable to accomplish what we want , or get wad we yearned for.
We get hurt repeatedly but we fail to rectify our mistakes , thus falling into the same holes over and over again.
We are single minded and only open our ears to things that we want to listen.

maybe these are the things that makes us human beings =)
good night readers 14/11/08 : 1.54 AM COPYRIGHT douglas* 2008