`Rawr.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

11:28 PM

AWWWW...i wonder will i pass for mechanics... i did attempt all the questions but....christ knows whether i've wrote rubbish... but it isnt as bad as maths though...that was real tough...
AFTERALL...i still hate engineering course...totally sucks big time...tonnes of calculations....
but NEVERMIND...1 and a half years more it'll be over... BEAR WITH IT BOY!!
hahahs tmr is my final revision for driving before i go for TP...WOOTS!

HAHAHAHS MAISIE said she was hungry...so i asked her go cook her pet Gecko lors! LOLS!!!!
HOWS my lizard?? XD!! got cuter den ur pet not? hahahahs!!!

WOOTS MATHS

Monday, June 23, 2008

8:56 PM

LOLS!!! HO HO HO HO....I SCREWED MY EG2001 ENGINEERING MATHS PAPER TODAY!
holy shit! hahahs!! seriously i think out of all the questions...i didnt even manage to get an answer out of any of the equation ehhs....!! XD!!! jialat sia!! i was so shocked when i flipped the paper...i was telling myself ''oh jesus...LOL.... O_O!! " ahhahahas!!!!
SERIOUSLY IT WAS FAR TOO HARD!! hahahas i think i'll be blessed if i can get a pass....
it was ownage man!! i know how to form the equation but i cant solve!! hahahhahs!!!
and i think half the time i was writing rubbish.... T_T .... i dont want repeat module nehs!!!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

2:52 AM

AWWW its saturday again...hmmm probably a routine again...
nowadays life is succha routine..
DID PARALLEL parking today...hahas it wasnt as easy as i thought..but it aint that hard either...after afew tries..finally the car was parked nicely... =D..ohhs looks like that was the last of my lessons though...gonna go for revision and hopefully can book my test date at end of july...
BOOORING....im feeling so bored...so i went to look for cars actualli...finally i kindda come to a decision though...probably getting a subaru wrx though.....a black one would be nice...
HMMMM i guess i'll have to wait though....i'll have to see whether dad or mum is getting me one...but i dont think it'll be that soon...just have to be a good boy and wait =)
belows the picture of the car im planning to get ehhs.... ^_^

Thursday, June 19, 2008

5:02 AM

BAD MOOD ... geez~
my mood is spoilt again...rotten i supposed...i hate my family
STUPID N82...it isnt working...oh crap
cant reply her message... my phone shows : " sim card registration failed " oh boy forget it...
I HATE MY LIFE
i dont wanna be like this... never
I HATE MY FATHER
instead of playing golf and screwing babes everyday...why cant he go work harder and give me more money? Bloody Bastard...hate him
I HAVE A SPLITTING HEADACHE
i dont feel like myself...im feeling so giddy... slept so much just now...but it doesnt seem to help
EXAMS ARE COMING
oh god...next monday is my maths paper already...and it looks like im not doing anything abt it

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

7:08 AM

HEY HOLIDAYS ARE BORING!!! seriously...i rather go to school...staying at home is suchha bore.... hmmmm i guess nowadays everybody aint in a good mood i guess... me tooo...
IM FEELING SO MOODY today...i dont know why...i just felt uncomfortable...sometimes u know...i just hate myself...sometimes i feel that...life is filled with hatred and regrets...
im try not to be negative towards life but sometimes i just cant help it...there's alot and alot of things i wanna do and wanna have but...something is always stopping me from attaining them...
i wanna have a white grand piano at home...but thats impossible...know how much does a white yamaha grand costs? easily a 5 digit figure.... thats alot of things i wanna have...but they're all impossible... dreams remain as dreams...fantasies are still fantasies... i always try to remind myself.. ''comeon douglas...can u be alittle more realistic? ''
oh well i just cant help it...i realli cant ehhs......hmmmmm ohhh booyyyy my uncle says they wanna rent the hougang house out....> . < ...i was thinking...huhs WHY? .....awwww just when i thought i could stay nearer to NYP...im still stucked at jurong!! ARGHS!!!!
but everything is still under discussion i guess....cos its quite ''mafan'' for me to shift there also....my sis still has to change school and stuff....awwwww jialat huhs? hahahs i guess final decision lies with my granny...once she say she want SHIFT..den confirm shift one..hahahas!
hmmm dunnno ehhhs....im bored...can i have a change of environment??...hope i can get my licence as soon as possible...den i would be able to buy a car and park inside my house...ahhahs!
fun ehhhs! WOOTS! hahas this isnt a dream i guess...this is a wish thats about to be fulfilled =D

Sunday, June 15, 2008

2:08 AM

IM SCREWED!!
it seems that im still the untrustable guy like always...when im sincere....nobody cares...when im serious....they think im insane.... so forget about it...all u peeps are the same....
IS IT REALLY that hard to trust me? i just wonder... maybe its becos all the while im talking rocks huhs?
SOMETIMES i really regret the things i've said and done...everytime i try to confess my feelings to someone....i end up losing another fren.....looks like i've lost quite a handful of frens...

CONFESSION LEADS TO DEPRESSION

Friday, June 6, 2008

6:22 AM

WOOOTS! here comes the weekends...awwww felt so regretful today...the pretty gal at cristofori gone already...didnt see her today...last week i saw her she was as pretty as a deity ehhhs!!! wanted to take her number but i thought next week would be a better day...but ohhhhhh...boy

sometimes chances just appear once in our lives.... once u missed it.... its history.. =C

WED NES DAY

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

8:38 AM

OHHHH...this few days is soooo sooo BADD!!! something is so wrooong with my tummy....it felt so....UNUSUAL!!
hahahas yea! its likeso strange~ whenever i eat something...after an hour i'll get a tummy ache! and its so strange that it just aches...and i dont feel like going to the toilet...wad the heck ehhs!?!?
maybe i think somethings wrong with my tummy...if i eat too much...my tummy will ache ehhs!
hmmm since like the strorage space inside seems to be getting smaller and smaller....
scarly i sufering from anorexia ehhs! =C

LOLS! ..hmmmm as usual...went for driving lessons today...awwwww stupid timing! 6pm to 8pm is the WORST i tell u! its HELL! so many damn cars moving all around! and each of them are so rowdy can! they dont give way to me....the poor L PLATE honda city is trying to change lane and nobody wanna give way...singaporeans are soooo soooo inconsiderate....those stupid experienced drivers seems to have some grudge against the LEARNERS...keep horn horn horn...
its not as if i dont wanna go fast...but... im LEARNING ehhs! the INSTRUCTOR says speed limit is 60KM/H....its so snail ehhs....super ninja turtles speed....awww how i wish i was driving my own car ehhs...clutch in...drop gear...floor the pedal....WOOSH!...all the way folks!

HMMMM 2 more mths!...i shall WAIT!!! by hook or by crook...i must get my licence by aug ehhs! cant wait anymore already!!! i wanna go pick up pretty gals... LOLS! =D OOPS! shhhh!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

7:39 AM

AWWWWWW...SO TIRED today! stupid neumatic circuit test! i know nuts about using the software to draw the circuit...handed in my hand drawn one teacher say she's going to fail me...wad the HECK? LOLS! this term is worst ehhs...wonder why am i getting lazier and lazier...
i think its becos im losing more and more interest in the things im studying and learning...they aint wad i wanted...i want presntations...writing reports...and not doing maths..designing cicuits!
totally irrelevant to the talents i have...

HAHAS! oh ya she asked me about whether i lied to her before....hmmmmm
guess how i replied her? u wouldnt ever imagined ehhs...
seriously when i told her that i didnt feel anything for her anymore...it was a total lie....
actually i know that it's impossible between us...we kindda live in different worlds...
thats why i wanna escape from the fact that my heart still beats for her...
hmmm time has proven that i still cant forget her...she's still stucked somewhere in my heart...
wad should i do? i dont know ehhs? hmmm just be a better buddy i guessed....

HMMM problems? all i know is life aint a bed of roses ya...i just missed the carefree days i once
used to have....hmmm in this case...u mind wonder...aint douglas enjoying himself now?
no thats a misconception guys...i might look carefree on the surface...wads underneath...
none of u fellas know...and none of u will ever know...school...family...money....its all becoming
some kind of pain to me....

sometimes i find...life is hard and unfair..... why cant i just start all over again?

Monday Blues

Monday, June 2, 2008

7:14 AM

AWWWWWwad a tiring monday.....as usual...life in poly is like a routine...
hmmmm got so disappointed with my maths test grades..hahas im part of the donut club again...scoring a D for 4 straight tests! LOLS! cool huhs...awww blame it on my laziness....
hmmm fell asleep during maths lecture today...it was like super booring can! =X
hahas mum says buying honda integra isnt a problem...heees so happie ehhs...i'll look forward to the day where i get my class 3...den i straight away bring my mum go dere buy! LOLS !!
oh yea im working for the upcoming starhub IT SHOW! WOOTS looks like i can get to know new gals once again....woohooos! hahas! oh ya i'll be able to meet the whole chink gang of starhub angels too...so fun ehhs! but most importantly i'll be able to meet HER...WOW! XD!